Heart2Heart 8221 Bitchyslut Nl Poll 27 Bitchy Slut

For the first time in a while, I dont have even the slightest of a crush on any guys. I think its a good time for me to take a long break from any kind of dating. Its so easy for me to say, but valentines day and junior prom is coming up. I cant help but to wish for some kind of companion. It wouldnt even have to be a boyfriend, just a guy..crush? I dont believe in lowering my standards. I think everyone should have them.

I guess mine would be :

They have to drive. [Because both parties should be able to freely see eachother.]

They have to at least be CUTE.

They cant be ghetto, loud, rude, perverted.

Dress properly. None of that hanging pants nonsense.

Intelligent.

I think everyone should hold these standards. Because, eventually anything less will start to annoy you. Ughhh, if only i could stop thinking about it. I need a new hobby or something.

Much love,

cortne.

I have an obsession with a few select hotties. I decided to share my knowledge of hottness with you lovely readers.

sam worthington- Avatar, of course.

MM, the bachelor, Jake.

;] Tyson Beckford

Taylor L

Travis, of the doctors.

Corbin!

Jude Lawww.

Gabriel [Halle Berrys hubby.]

TJ from CNN

Yes, I know, he is VERY Do-Able.

When it comes to love, looks seem to matter a lot. You may love someones insides all you possibly can, but dont you have to at least be able to deal with the outsides too? Lets face it. When I kiss a guy, his beautiful-ness definitely adds on to the kiss. I dont think I can even get kissing range to someone extremely gross. And I dont mean someone kind of cute..someone absolutely GROSS. How do people do that? I guess this sounds a little conceded? But my boyfriend has to be cute…

The guy im talking to now isnt as sexy as the other guys ive dated, but his sweetness and attentiveness makes up for it. And hes independent, hardworking, has tattoos. I like that sort of thing. But will his not-as-sexy-as-the-others-ness eventually bother me if we pursue a real relationship?

Im not sure.

I’ll keep you updated..

much love!

Cortne.

I feel good today! I went to the gym early today with a friend, and had an awesome workout. Ive also been meeting alot of different guys, and im glad. My mind hasnt been stuck on what happened, but what could happen in the future. Im going to try and pretend valentines day isnt around the corner. Haha. Unless, I have a date of course. ;] Oh yeah, I put blue streaks in my hair. It looks pretty good. And i went out to eat. Today has just been a good change of pace.

My friends always help :]

And you know what else helps? This cute guy texting me…

Much love!

Cortne

Ps : Whats everyones valentines plans? And do yall hate the day as much as I do?

Obviously, being crushed isnt easy. I dont want to let constant let downs of love get me down, because inside, i still believe that love can happen when you least expect it. And maybe, ive been expecting it too much.

Ill just let it happen. :]

I feel alot better today. I tried to avoid him as much as possible. He told me that hes switching schools and im glad he is. The only way I can move on is if i allow myself too….and of course, if i text this cute boy.;]

Much love,

cortne.